怕真的怕。。。
不知道會再发生什麼事。。
心不安。。
噩夢一直在出現。。。
到底還要再发生多少次？
我好累了好想放棄。。
不想再活著提心吊膽的生活了。。
我好害怕。。
:'(

So near yet so far..
Just felt we ain't that close anymore..
No matter how much time we had spent I will never felt that feeling that we use to had before that incident..

我放不下。。

He is no longer that guy that use to belongs to mi..
His heart had change.. Real much..
That wat I felt...

I'm breaking down once again...
I don know wat to do now..

Really I'm just hopeless..
Real hopeless..

只能怪自己沒用。。

你對我的太度永遠不會好到那裡。。

You are my everything...
My heart, my soul, my life...

I love you..
And I really do..

You will nv know wat the feeling like being betray by your love one..

FUCK it..

好害怕。。
真的。。。

不要讓我再次受傷好嗎？

我好想你 :'(

Last night..
I gotten your good night, your kiss...
But that love you seem like I ask for it de.. Then you will said..

But when you said love mi how true is that???

Seriously I wanna to know how much I stand now.. :(

I though you won't said a single words about her...

But you did..
I'm happy that you mention..

Coz it a way of showing mi that you starts to share stuff with mi..

On my way to 7-11 my mind is still thinking..

Will you talk about her???

But within a few sec...
You started.. :)

How I wish you will tell mi everything, anybody, anyone to mi..

And how I wish everyday before we go to bed you will like now..

Lying beside with mi using phone...

How I wish...

Every night before bed there is a kiss, there is a love you, there is a hug from you without mi asking...

Now I'm looking forward to the day that you will put our pic as your lock screen & main screen on your phone..(without mi asking)

And how I wish one day you will delete off your tweeter...(without mi asking)

I'm looking forward to the day...

Hope that day will be here real soon...

And pray hard we will last forever...