I had move out... And I know this time round this moves will change my life...

I know he won't ask mi back and I know things will get worse for us..

But.......

I jus can't keep giving in...

His attitude towards mi had become worse..
I can't even get an respect from him...

Wat even stuff he did/done never had he though of my feeling...

So why should I still keep quite and stuffer??

I haven't been happy all this while...

No one in this world will understand how much I had gonna through...

I had enough...
Really..

How I wish...................
But it all........

FUCKING LIFE......

Should I stay or go???

Ya I'm just a loser...
And always will I be....

Why should I give in again to you???

Just because you don't wish to delete of your memory???

I won't give in anymore and never will I..

Coz you had never never care about my feeling...

要出門了但我一點也不開心。。。
心結沒打開前去哪做什麼都沒用。。。

Life can be very sweet if u just put a little effort in it..

Like sweet msg or sweet words said...

Buy something for your sweet heart without her asking for...

Bring her out whenever you can even if it just a stroll on the beach or park...

Hug her tight whenever you can even if it just a few seconds...

Walk side by side wif her...

Hold her hand whenever you can even if it just crossing the road...

Kiss her...

Smells her...

Joke with her...

逗她笑...

Bring her to places she loves...

Respect her...

Tied her hair for her...

Help her to dry her hair...

Tell her she is beautiful...

Tell her how much you love her...

Changes your password related to her...

Cook for her...

Never leaves her alone...

Hug her tight when she is scare...

Hold on to her even she said she is leaving...

Never scold her with vugular language...

Post something sweet or some happy moment wif her...

Ask her not to smoke even you are smoking...

Write her love letter...

Look after her when she fall sick...

Never say any hard words on her...

Tell her how much she colours your world...

Gives her a secure relationship...

Never hurts her feeling...

Never use wat your ex give you...

Never kept anything that belong to your ex...

Think of her feeling before making any decision...

Never let her felt left out...

Talk to her whenever you feel that she did something you don't like or wrong but in a nicer way...

Never get a 3rd party in...

And lots more...

You don't need to have lot of money to be with her...
But you just need lots of effort in her...

Do anything that can make her stay...
Don't wait till she had left then you regret...

Coz once she had left....
It hard to get her back...

你永遠都不會知道你錯在那里，不好在那里。。。

What I had give in and done for you...

Look after you whenever you are sick or drunk...

Do things or give surprise to you during Anniversary/Birthday...

Buy your fav food when I'm out ((without you))...

Plan for oversea holiday...

Buy things like watches, shirt, pants, perfume and etc... (( without you asking for it))

Whenever we quarrel at night the next morning I will always pretend nothing happen...

Whenever Anniversary/My Birthday even there is isn't any gift or surprise I had never even said a single words...

Give in to you even when said you will choose Bike rather than mi...

Feed you eat whenever you are sick...

Help you clean up when you are sick...

Hold on to you even you said you want to divorce...

Give your family member say mi ((behide my back)) even when I didn't did anything...

And lots more...

Ask yourself wat can/did you done for mi???

I don't know really don't know...

There is so much reason that I can just leave you why should I still hold on???

There is hundred and thousand of reason I can leave you but all because of one simply reason that why I'm still holding till now...

I really don't know how long I can still hold on to..

I'm losing faith in this relation already...

It a man really loves you he will do anything sweet for you without you asking for it

But if he doesn't loves you not matter wat you ask for he won't even gives a single CARE to it...

All I wanted is just a sweet post from you.. But it seem so hard now..
Last time without asking you will post it yourself..
But that was the past and NOT now..
Things had changes..
And it had changes that FUCKING much..
Last time not matter how we quarrel you will NEVER F here or F there..
But now whenever we quarrel the word FUCK will come out dame easy from your msg..

I know.......

We won't turn back like how we use to be ANYMORE!!!!